sorry I haven't posted in a while. Monday was a big day of drama than I'm glad is over. Tuesday was a surreal blur and Wednesday was a good day. I had a talk from Sister Paul that I really needed. It was about the source of all light and how the closer you are to the source the more you know the source is true but the farther you get from the source the more it gets warped by outside forces. The source of all light is God and everything that comes from Him is good even when it is so far away from Him. The light is still good far away but it gets warped and twisted by Satan. Our thoughts are affected by this too. Once we have a bad thought we only get worse thoughts after that but if we have good thought then they only seem to get better.