So hmm today I went to Wally World lol AKA Walmart and Target with Marco. It was fun but I always feel awkward with him just because of everything that has gone on between like me and his dad, my uncle. Blah whatever things are meant to happen and they are going to happen whether we like it or not.
So everybody is leaving like super early tomorrow morning so I have to go to Meagan's house today. I don't mind going over because I pretty much live there but I hate the fact that I'm not even trusted to be home alone or have a key to my house. I hate not being trusted, it's the worse feeling ever. There are two things I hate hearing from the people closest to me and that is that they're disappointed in me and that they don't trust me.I used to have a very low self-esteem, I know its hard to believe, but ya I still do every once in a while and when I hear people say that they don't trust me, it just makes it go lower.
BLAH!!!!! I don't really have a lesson today or even a thought. I'm tired of feeling this way. I just want things to change back to how they were before I met my mom