So ya today has been very very boring. I have literally done nothing all day. Uh today i have to meet my aunt's kid she adopted and nobody is look forward to it. I really don't want to meet it and I especially don't want to see her. That's really mean to say but whatever I don't like her.
I've pretty much been texting all day. Morgan, Zach, and Christiana pretty much are making my day. They all texted me to see if I was okay haha. I thought it was quiet funny. Well Morgan is trying to find a way to save me from everything. Like honestly I haven't really talked about my life in a while and now that I think of it..... how did I go through everything I did and still be normal? I was so angry and depressed for most of my life and now everybody you ask will say I'm happy all the time. Maybe God was on my side the whole time and now that that part of my life is over He is helping me forgive all the people I was so angry at. I've also realized that you can be so angry at someone and still forgive them. It doesn't mean you have to ever like them again or that they're going to be your best friends but the fact that you can let everything that happened go. Just makes the greatest difference. It's like a huge weight being lifted off of your shoulders. Also knowing that you're not alone and that you never will be is like the greatest feeling ever.... my thoughts for today are simple but I just feel lucky right now because of all the knowledge I know....