Uh today was okay. Better than yesterday. Had a stuco meeting which was fun... i don't know how else to explain it lol. Shelby has a choir concert but I don't know if I want to go to it. So ya everyday I learn something new that helps me and i like it. Even though most of the time I don't like what i learn.
Today I've been thinking alot about the stuff in life I've missed out on and I've realized that some events might've been important and others i happened to miss out on that just didn't happen. I don't know why life is so unfair but that's why we have Heavenly Father with us all day everyday. He helps us know where to go and what to do. Through experience I have learned that falling back on someone I can't see is hard,I still don't fully fall back on God. I just have trust issues and I know i shouldn't have them but i can't help the fact that I've been hurt so much in my life. Thinking about these things sucks but I can't hide them forever. It is what it is and my experiences have made me who I am and I have the people I need in my life and that's what matters the most. They teach me something new everyday and help me through everything I'm going through.
Blah... these are my random thoughts of the day that nobody would've ever heard or even knew I had if it wasn't for this blog thing. ugh sometimes I wish I could change the way things happened but that's never going to happen... okay I'm done with my rant...