So today was okay. I spent the night at Jamie's house last night. She had to drop me off early in the morning cuz she had to clean. I hung out with Shelby this afternoon and said bye to Sister Wilcock. It seems like every leader we get really close to moves. First Rachel and now Sister Wilcock and Sister Bischoff. It makes me sad. Well at least Rachel's still in Vegas. Sister Wilcock and Sister Bischoff are moving to Utah.
Today was also another day of feeling left out and not belonging. People try to help but it never really seems to help. Meagan tells me to sing this song but I have no clue what it is. I've never heard it before in my life. So I guess I have to wait for Meagan to share it with me tomorrow.
If only things were different, is the comment that always pops into my head. But things aren't different, so we have to deal with things the way they are because life is not fair. We can't always get what we want in life, so we have to make with what we have. No matter how much or little it is. It was given to us for a reason.
Blah I was just playing outside and now I'm all gross. Oh ya I got a new cousin. I don't know what it is yet. haha I'm mean but ya I feel really bad for that kid. Well I'm happy that my aunt adopted it but I feel bad because of who my aunt probably wants this little kid to be. She is such a perfectionist that she'll probably want this kid to be perfect the way she tried to make me and my brother be but thank goodness I was a pain in her butt haha. I was a bad child.
I don't think I had a little lesson today but enjoy my thoughts for the day